Climbing in Skirts

So, I guess when you do open up the gates the flood waters just come rushing in.

I had some pretty awesome experiences this past weekend/few days. Seems like I've been stuck in a holding pattern for a little while now, and this is just pay-backs. So I'm just saying thanks to the karma gods.

I don't really buy into the whole idea of karma in the reincarnation sense, but in this life time, the paybacks business, yeah, I dig it.

This is also a realization for me in that sometimes good things happen when you're not looking. It's a lesson in humility in the simplest sense. It's like all I have to do is it... and really I'm not even sure what it is. I'm glad I'm blogging about this today, because I'm sure there will be a day soon when I feel shitty. Life f-ing moves on. And if I can just stay afloat in taking care of my stuff, then hallelujah everything will work out.

Although there is also the benefit of being in that holding pattern for a little. Yes, it does lead to frustration, but in a much larger sense it's given me the opportunity to bring some really important relationships with my friends into more clarity in my life.

So I guess I'm saying I'm happy to be frustrated sometimes, but right now, f-ing bring it on! In a metaphorical sense I think I did a good job of building my raft, so open up those flood gates!